(,there was predawn monotone in the drawing.)
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豊永侑希 / Yuki Toyonaga gray of morning 未明 2024
The music used for the slides was
Stan Magendanz
Pre-dawn inertia [naviarkaiku534]
SoundCloud
My toes are strangely cold in June. I also feel a chill on my back and chest.
As soon as I switched on the hot carpet, the cat came over. The cat also seemed to feel a slight chill. Beside me, she was throaty, but I must have almost dozed off, and before I knew it, she went away. ......
The sky is clear.
I was thinking about going out in the morning. I want to look at the bright green. That's what I was thinking about.
While I was thinking about where to go, I felt terribly lazy.
I realised that I really wanted to photograph beautiful people against a background of vivid greenery.
I had no idea what to expect, and there was no way I could come up with the idea today and make it happen that day immediately. You have to ask about their plans and make a reasonable plan beforehand. There was a time when it was fun from that stage, but these days I find myself wondering what it would be like.
In the end, I ended up staying cooped up in the house and looking at dolls.
The strong sunlight on a sunny day also makes the shadows stronger through the camera lens.
Even during the daylight hours, I can see the street in the early dawn on which I walk.
If I could look at the greenery in a space where no one is visible, I could set my doll there.
I dreamt of a tsuboniwa garden that never existed.
6月になっても妙に足先が冷たい。背中、胸にも肌寒さを覚える。
ホットカーペットのスィッチを入れると、すぐに猫がやって来た。猫もまた薄ら寒さを感じていたようだ。私の横で、喉を鳴らしていても、私が居眠りをしかけたのだろう、いつの間にか、どこかへ行ってしまう。……
空は晴れ。
午前中から出かけることを考えていた。鮮やかな緑を眺めてみたい。そんなことも思っていたのだが。
どこへ行くか考えている内に、ひどく億劫に思えてきた。
鮮やかな緑を背景にして、美しい人を撮ってみたいというのが本心だと気づいたからだ。
何のあてもないし、今日思い立って、その日すぐに実現できるはずもない。相手の予定を尋ね、それなりの計画を予め立てておかなければならない。その段階から楽しいと思えるときがあったが、今はどうだろうかと考えてしまう。
結局は、家の中に閉じこもったまま、人形を眺めることになった。
晴れの日の強い日差しは、カメラレンズを介せば、影もまた強くなる。
昼日中でも、私が歩く未明の街路が見えてくる。
人の姿の見えない空間で緑を眺めることができるなら、そこへ人形を据えてみることもできるのに。
ありもしない坪庭の夢を見ていた。
